Monday, November 3, 2008

So glad to be home

Last week was a rough week for me. I had to be in Liberty every day for training for my new job and I was gone from about 7am-6pm every day (well, I got home early on Friday,but STILL!!). I am so stoked about my new job and I learned so much from training, but it was so hard to do. My heart just broke every morning as I walked out the door and left my boys behind. Even though my grandma was watching them, I still felt bad for leaving them all day every day. It really made me realize that there us no way I will ever work full time again, I just don't think I could do it without making myself sick. I thought about them the whole time I was gone and wished I was home with them and wished I was the one running them around where they needed to be. I'm just glad it is all behind me now and I can move forward with my new job and not have to leave my boys anymore!

1 comment:

amymeyer said...

how are you going to leave them for 2 full days when you go away to retreat your marriage?? :)
Just still need Heidi time, Heidi and Jason time, and family time in your life.